So my higher level design teacher has an in with a larger production studio outside the United States and they have been giving students a small internship. I doubt i would be doing anything too special and awesome, just helping out where it’s needed and get some experience. It would be incredible to do and work on, but i’m nervous you know? I’ve always just been in the US and only left once because i was helping a friend of mine on his project.

It’s not really set in stone or anything, but i’ve been thinking about it and will talk to my teacher after Thanksgiving about getting everything in order.

I’m fairly excited yet really really nervous about this whole thing.

And so begins the day of working on art. First i’ll be working on my ceramics to get a bit further ahead and then i’m going to be working on my design project till tomorrow. Our teacher wants us to be a better group and bounce ideas off each other so he asked us to stay the night and work. It’s not a big deal, a lot of people do that and i’ve been known to do that as well, we just don’t do it as a group lol.

So yeah for that! Homework tonight and most likely tomorrow and Mario Party tomorrow night (hopefully).

Should be a decent weekend!

Sorry for all these lately, after today i doubt you’ll be seeing as many. I’m going to try and cut back again, for all my followers’ sake lol.

But today has been kind of shit and it’s only about 1 pm. It’s going to be a very long day.

Also, my face is super cold. I miss my beard…

Well, that was a really awful way to end a fairly decent night. Pretty much completely my own fault.

But hey, just for future reference guys, i’m just that kind of screw up.

My hair isn’t long enough and i even used moose and twisted! But i decided to go pretty simple and just my suit like a friend of mine. Though i shaved so i think i’m going to call myself “Corporate Garett”.

One, i hate my smile i really don’t know why

Two, my face is super cold…

Three, Woot for no shave November the facial hair will return!

My friend wanted to go downtown tonight to just go to a bar and hang. We both don’t have costumes or anything, so we were going to wear our suits. But i had a thought as i was sitting eating lunch

What if i trim my beard down (i know i know but it’s no shave november it will be back!), do my hair differently, and wear some scrubs and be JD from the last real season of scrubs?

Thoughts?

Ok, who wants a date night Friday to see Wreck-It Ralph? I’m talking dinner and a movie here, anyone?

So i’ve decided that during my Christmas Break i’m going to be making this a straight art and illustration blog. I’ll be making a more personal one for me to ramble on and can follow at your own risk lol. So if you notice me unfollow you guys, have no fear you’ll get a replacement “me” soon after

Thanks for the awesome ride so far guys, when i first started this thing i had no clue where it was going. 

Have a safe Halloween people. 

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So i’m in this photography class this semester, that is where my icon came from, and it’s a bit more commercial stuff so we’re learning more lighting and stuff like that.

So Monday we’re doing a manipulation shoot and we need a model, if someone doesn’t find one i’m stuck being the model because i’m the only guy… I will have to wear a tang top which i never wear.

I really hope we find someone…. lol

Remember this? Yeah that’s happening today. We found a model… He can’t come today… It’s going to be me…

Crap…

I’m thinking of changing my icon just for the days. I totally forgot i had this picture of me. Zombie walk thing that was done here around my city. 

A year or two old, the zombie pixelatednerd

So this is a bit personal, I’m just going to give you guys fair warning at least. It’s going to be a bit vague for certain reasons and if you want to know more you can ask, though I won’t be making anything public. Like any of you guys really will want to know but I’m just saying lol.

So I’ve gotten to the point that I know myself well enough, that I can be a bit predictable. I was thinking about it today, when I was at work and it was nearing the end of my time there. I’ve been thinking, I’m falling into the same kind of situation I was in about four years ago. It’s nothing major, but I know it’s going to happen and I don’t want to be that guy. The whole thing was just wrong but I didn’t really care, because the fact of the matter I had never felt so strongly for someone like that before. The situation was awful but a bit understandable, or at least I would hope so. I really hate being the bad guy but yeah I wasn’t an awesome guy with the whole thing. So when you know it’s coming, do you finally run away from it? Do you take it on and overcome it and hope that you don’t fall into the same ditch you did last time? I don’t know anymore, I don’t want to just cut it because I just can’t (silly argument but I just can’t force myself to do that). But I don’t know if I can overcome it and move beyond it, you know?

I honestly just have to hope it goes away, because I know force won’t do anything and if I focus on it I know what’s going to happen. Last time was awful, I couldn’t sleep and I couldn’t eat, so let’s hope it doesn’t come to that once more.

I can’t be that guy again, I shouldn’t be that guy again. I kind of want to be that guy again, but I won’t let myself be that guy. …

I won’t be that guy…

So i’m in this photography class this semester, that is where my icon came from, and it’s a bit more commercial stuff so we’re learning more lighting and stuff like that.

So Monday we’re doing a manipulation shoot and we need a model, if someone doesn’t find one i’m stuck being the model because i’m the only guy… I will have to wear a tang top which i never wear.

I really hope we find someone…. lol

Without boring you guys with the details  and honestly who would want to read it lol?, i seriously have the worst luck with some situations. I wish i could have met some of the people i’ve recently met much earlier in my life. Things would have been much different